The Lair Of Celebrion

celebrion @ 2009-05-18T05:59:00

2009-05-18T04:08:47Z

Have once again been up sowing all night... Gathering fabric by hand is timeconsuming...
Then I found out my sowing machine is too weak for the thickness aquired by said gathering.
I hope the machine at the nation is stronger, so I'll take my chances and lug the underskirt down tomorrow.

Hopefully I'll get some money too, so I'll be able to buy the fashion fabrics and actually get the dress done in time for the Spring Ball this Saturday... It'll be slightly stressful, but at least this the year the blame's not on me.

Now. What more can I do right now? Cut some fabric for the sleeves most likely...
Seems easy enough...

Oh, and Tuesday's my birthday so I'll have to clean up a bit to recieve guests for tea.
Not a good thing to have the room converted into a sewing workshop at such a time.

PS. The icon is currently channeling how I feel at the moment. Nearly too accurately for it to be entirely comfortably.

celebrion @ 2009-02-22T04:02:00

2009-02-22T03:12:53Z

Time's about four. Home. Drunk. Having noodles as fodder.
This is one crazy-ass weekend.

Got home from spexparty about half an hour ago. Am having trouble with capitals.
It was a wonderful party, even if I for once didn't have a proper costume. :D
Wild boar is currently one of my favourite meats.
Toast Skagen is always a hit.
Rum and coke can be substituted with rum and sprite if coke is missing.

Am going to bed now before it gets to late. Will have to drag comp down to V-Dala tomorrow and be cohesive enough to plug it up to a foreign system.
Why?
Gummy Bears Marathon.
This is epic win, whatever you may say about it. ;p

celebrion @ 2009-02-21T05:12:00

2009-02-21T04:26:01Z

Once again it seems I am returned home at 5am to write a post. As usual, you can imagine my state of being at the moment.

I have as of late harboured big plans on becoming V-Dala's next librarian. As of tonight (well, almost) those plans are upturned.
My challenge in the that particular election seems to be greater than I can overcome.
Plus the chap in question are quite worthy of the position.
So my great plans are postponed until next year, in all likeliness. (We'll see once I've sobered up, not that I expect great changes...)

And lastly a message to my sister; (My biological one, sorry Saga. :*)
I could have written more, but since I know you'll be reading this and I'm too lazy to go private, I won't. :p *evil snicker*

Now I'll have some coke and go to bed. G'Night folks!

celebrion @ 2009-02-05T18:08:00

2009-02-05T17:05:49Z

Collage thingie stolen from Enji

Create your own! By ga_woo using Web Services by Yahoo!

A post on Wiccan affect on self image.

2009-02-04T00:55:53Z

For those of you who's not up to date on my spiritual growth; the last year or so I've grown wings, of the ephemeral kind.
Muscle groups included, likewise ephemeral.

They still (of course) stay ephemeral in nature which means I can still move about as a normal person (wingspan is approximately 5 metres, at least). But since their presence is also growing stronger physically they're starting to affect my image of my own body, this varies with moods and phases of the moon but getting steadily more permanent.
This is getting bothersome.
Today, for example, I was walking home from the nation and passed a pair of less sober individuals singing "I can show you a world" from Aladdin and I suddenly got an urge to take to the skies with the music. Music usually have a great effect on my 'magic' sense.
My problem ought to be obvious.

This is usually not a problem since I fly a lot in my dreams, but these urges to fly while awake is getting stronger. I can still keep it under control, but it's getting silly. Especially when I get urges to jump off of roofs and fly around a bit just for the pleasure of it, to feel the wind in my feathers.
I wish my wings would make a decision, either stay in my dreams (where they are very welcome) or manifest physically.
Thank you.

Obvious call for help I can't afford.

2009-01-28T02:43:53Z

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Boy, do I need a shrink. And pills. Oh, hand me the sweet pills of oblivion that I might disappear and take this wretched existence with me.

celebrion @ 2009-01-17T01:38:00

2009-01-17T00:53:50Z

Today started with freezing cold and complete misery, but ended up quite good in the end.
Met up with a couple of friends for a bit of socializing and solidary queuing. Was nice, stayed 'til half of my feet went numb. Then went home to thaw out. Went over to uni for ventilation of paper (me being opponent) only to find out they changed it to yesterday quite spontaneously. Basically got yelled at for not socializing enough with the rest of the study group, and missing one vital bit of info which got mentioned once and was never alluded to again. Was pissed. Tore up the paper I was going to criticise into tiny bits upon returing to nation. Did not fell like going home. Catharsis is good.
Went to shrink to talk it off, among other things, was good.
Was poured wine by librarian aka little sister later, was good. Drinking wine in the library is always pleasant, such a nice atmosphere...
Went clubbing at Värmlands, got in on sister's KK-card. Plenty fun, even if promised boy didn't show up. ;)

Am now going to bed. Will get up tomorrow and fix Sanna's badge of office at LÖF tomorrow, compensation will consist of food at said LÖF. Good times.

Good night!

14h past

2009-01-01T13:08:28Z

In 2009, Celebrion resolves to...

Keep my bone clean.
Stop collecting with enjigrrl.
Admit my true feelings to crazy_megan.
Volunteer to spend time with cats.
Pay for my star wars on time.
Go reading three times a week.

celebrion @ 2008-12-29T13:09:00

2008-12-29T12:23:02Z

Currently celebrating today's mail by listening to Ingmar Bergman's version of The Magic Flute on my sparkling new record player.
The University apparently held me dangling a while before awarding me one of the scholarships I applied for! Joy! Exultations!
Rent covered! Breathability!

Also currently performing the slightly less glamourous art of doing laundry. Badly needed.
Was a little over a month since I did laundry last. I have a lot of clothes...

celebrion @ 2008-12-13T04:53:00

2008-12-13T03:59:21Z

Nipped from bandykullan , just because I had to.
If I manage to have seen over 85 of the films on this list, apparently I have no life.

x Rocky Horror Picture Show
o Grease
x Pirates of the Caribbean
x Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
o Boondock Saints
0 Fight Club
o Starsky and Hutch
x Neverending Story
x Blazing Saddles
o Airplane
x The Princess Bride
0 Anchorman
0 Napoleon Dynamite
0Labyrinth
0 Saw
0 Saw II
0 White Noise
o White Oleander
o Anger Management
0 50 First Dates
0 The Princess Diaries
0 The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
0 Scream
0 Scream 2
0 Scream 3
x Scary Movie
0 Scary Movie 2
0 Scary Movie 3
0 Scary Movie 4
0 American Pie
o American Pie 2
0 American Wedding
0 American Pie Band Camp
o Harry Potter 1
o Harry Potter 2
o Harry Potter 3
o Harry Potter 4
x Resident Evil 1
o Resident Evil 2
o The Wedding Singer
0 Little Black Book
x The Village
x Lilo & Stitch
x Finding Nemo
0 Finding Neverland
0 Signs
0 The Grinch
o Texas Chainsaw Massacre
o Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
0 White Chicks
0 Butterfly Effect
0 13 Going on 30
0 I, Robot
0 Robots
0 Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
o Universal Soldier
o Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
o Along Came Polly
0 Deep Impact
o KingPin
o Never Been Kissed
o Meet The Parents
0 Meet the Fockers
0 Eight Crazy Nights
0 Joe Dirt
0 KING KONG
o A Cinderella Story
0 The Terminal
o The Lizzie McGuire Movie
0 Passport to Paris
0 Dumb & Dumber
o Dumber & Dumberer
0 Final Destination
0 Final Destination 2
0 Final Destination 3
o Halloween
o The Ring
o The Ring 2
o Surviving X-MAS
0 Flubber
0 Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
0 Practical Magic
x Chicago
x Ghost Ship
o From Hell
x Hellboy
o Secret Window
0 I Am Sam
0 The Whole Nine Yards
0 The Whole Ten Yards
0 The Day After Tomorrow
o Child's Play
o Seed of Chucky
o Bride of Chucky
o Ten Things I Hate About You
o Just Married
o Gothika
0 Nightmare on Elm Street
0 Sixteen Candles
o Remember the Titans
o Coach Carter
o The Grudge
o The Grudge 2
0 The Mask
o Son Of The Mask
o Bad Boys
o Bad Boys 2
o Joy Ride
o Lucky Number Slevin
o Ocean's Eleven
o Ocean's Twelve
o Bourne Identity
o Bourne Supremecy
o Lone Star
0 Bedazzled
o Predator I
o Predator II
o The Fog
x Ice Age
o Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
o Curious George
0 Independence Day
o Cujo
o A Bronx Tale
0 Darkness Falls
o Christine
x ET
o Children of the Corn
o My Bosses Daughter
0 Maid in Manhattan
0 War of the Worlds
0 Rush Hour
0 Rush Hour 2
o Best Bet
0 How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
o She's All That
o Calendar Girls
o Sideways
x Mars Attacks
o Event Horizon
0 Ever After
x Wizard of Oz
x Forrest Gump
0 Big Trouble in Little China
x The Terminator
o The Terminator 2
x The Terminator 3
o X-Men
o X-2
o X-3
o Spider-Man
0 Spider-Man 2
0 Sky High
o Jeepers Creepers
0 Jeepers Creepers 2
o Catch Me If You Can
x The Little Mermaid
0 Freaky Friday
x Reign of Fire
o The Skulls
0 Cruel Intentions
0 Cruel Intentions 2
0 The Hot Chick
x Shrek
x Shrek 2
0 Swimfan
0 Miracle on 34th street
0 Old School
0 The Notebook
0 K-Pax
0 Krippendorf's Tribe
0 A Walk to Remember
o Ice Castles
0 Boogeyman
0 The 40-year-old Virgin
x Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
x Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
x Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
x Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
x Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
x Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
o Baseketball
0 Hostel
o Waiting for Guffman
0 House of 1000 Corpses
0 Devils Rejects
0 Elf
o Highlander
oMothman Prophecies
o American History X
0 Three
0 The Jacket
o Kung Fu Hustle
0 Shaolin Soccer
0 Night Watch
o Monsters Inc.
o Titanic
x Monty Python and the Holy Grail
o Shaun Of the Dead
o Willard
0 High Tension
0 Club Dread
0 Hulk
o Dawn Of the Dead
o Hook
x Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
x 28 days later
o Orgazmo
o Phantasm
0 Waterworld
x Kill Bill vol 1
x Kill Bill vol 2
0 Mortal Kombat
0 Wolf Creek
o Kingdom of Heaven
o the Hills Have Eyes
o I Spit on Your Grave aka the Day of the Woman
o The Last House on the Left
o Re-Animator
o Army of Darkness
x Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
x Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
x Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
x Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
x Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
x Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
x Ewoks Caravan Of Courage
o Ewoks The Battle For Endor
x The Matrix
o The Matrix Reloaded
oThe Matrix Revolutions
o Animatrix
x Evil Dead
o Evil Dead 2
x Team America: World Police
o Red Dragon
0 Silence of the Lambs
o Hannibal

45! I must have one heck of a life after all. :D Woot!

Book Memeage

2008-12-11T23:22:00Z

Well, well... I suppose I must...

The Big Read reckons that the average adult has only read 6 of the top 100 books they've printed. Well, let's see:

1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.
2) Italicize those you intend to read.
3) Underline the books you LOVE.

1. The Lord of the Rings, JRR Tolkien
2. Pride and Prejudice, Jane Austen
3. His Dark Materials, Philip Pullman
4. The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, Douglas Adams
5. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, JK Rowling
6. To Kill a Mockingbird, Harper Lee
7. Winnie the Pooh, AA Milne
8. Nineteen Eighty-Four, George Orwell
9. The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe, CS Lewis
10. Jane Eyre, Charlotte Brontë
11. Catch-22, Joseph Heller
12. Wuthering Heights, Emily Brontë
13. Birdsong, Sebastian Faulks
14. Rebecca, Daphne du Maurier
15. The Catcher in the Rye, JD Salinger
16. The Wind in the Willows, Kenneth Grahame
17. Great Expectations, Charles Dickens
18. Little Women, Louisa May Alcott
19. Captain Corelli's Mandolin, Louis de Bernieres
20. War and Peace, Leo Tolstoy
21. Gone with the Wind, Margaret Mitchell
22. Harry Potter And The Philosopher's Stone, JK Rowling
23. Harry Potter And The Chamber Of Secrets, JK Rowling
24. Harry Potter And The Prisoner Of Azkaban, JK Rowling
25. The Hobbit, JRR Tolkien
26. Tess Of The D'Urbervilles, Thomas Hardy
27. Middlemarch, George Eliot
28. A Prayer For Owen Meany, John Irving
29. The Grapes Of Wrath, John Steinbeck
30. Alice's Adventures In Wonderland, Lewis Carroll
31. The Story Of Tracy Beaker, Jacqueline Wilson
32. One Hundred Years Of Solitude, Gabriel García Márquez
33. The Pillars Of The Earth, Ken Follett
34. David Copperfield, Charles Dickens
35. Charlie And The Chocolate Factory, Roald Dahl
36. Treasure Island, Robert Louis Stevenson
37. A Town Like Alice, Nevil Shute
38. Persuasion, Jane Austen
39. Dune, Frank Herbert
40. Emma, Jane Austen
41. Anne Of Green Gables, LM Montgomery
42. Watership Down, Richard Adams
43. The Great Gatsby, F Scott Fitzgerald
44. The Count Of Monte Cristo, Alexandre Dumas
45. Brideshead Revisited, Evelyn Waugh
46. Animal Farm, George Orwell
47. A Christmas Carol, Charles Dickens
48. Far From The Madding Crowd, Thomas Hardy
49. Goodnight Mister Tom, Michelle Magorian
50. The Shell Seekers, Rosamunde Pilcher
51. The Secret Garden, Frances Hodgson Burnett
52. Of Mice And Men, John Steinbeck
53. The Stand, Stephen King
54. Anna Karenina, Leo Tolstoy
55. A Suitable Boy, Vikram Seth
56. The BFG, Roald Dahl
57. Swallows And Amazons, Arthur Ransome
58. Black Beauty, Anna Sewell
59. Artemis Fowl, Eoin Colfer
60. Crime And Punishment, Fyodor Dostoyevsky
61. Noughts And Crosses, Malorie Blackman
62. Memoirs Of A Geisha, Arthur Golden
63. A Tale Of Two Cities, Charles Dickens
64. The Thorn Birds, Colleen McCollough
65. Mort, Terry Pratchett
66. The Magic Faraway Tree, Enid Blyton
67. The Magus, John Fowles
68. Good Omens, Terry Pratchett and Neil Gaiman
69. Guards! Guards!, Terry Pratchett
70. Lord Of The Flies, William Golding
71. Perfume, Patrick Süskind
72. The Ragged Trousered Philanthropists, Robert Tressell
73. Night Watch, Terry Pratchett
74. Matilda, Roald Dahl
75. Bridget Jones's Diary, Helen Fielding
76. The Secret History, Donna Tartt
77. The Woman In White, Wilkie Collins
78. Ulysses, James Joyce
79. Bleak House, Charles Dickens
80. Double Act, Jacqueline Wilson
81. The Twits, Roald Dahl
82. I Capture The Castle, Dodie Smith
83. Holes, Louis Sachar
84. Gormenghast, Mervyn Peake
85. The God Of Small Things, Arundhati Roy
86. Vicky Angel, Jacqueline Wilson
87. Brave New World, Aldous Huxley
88. Cold Comfort Farm, Stella Gibbons
89. Magician, Raymond E Feist
90. On The Road, Jack Kerouac
91. The Godfather, Mario Puzo
92. The Clan Of The Cave Bear, Jean M Auel
93. The Colour Of Magic, Terry Pratchett
94. The Alchemist, Paulo Coelho
95. Katherine, Anya Seton
96. Kane And Abel, Jeffrey Archer
97. Love In The Time Of Cholera, Gabriel García Márquez
98. Girls In Love, Jacqueline Wilson
99. The Princess Diaries, Meg Cabot
100. Midnight's Children, Salman Rushdie

Musical of the Day(t)!

2008-12-10T14:13:48Z

It's Proposition 8!

"Prop 8 - The Musical" starring Jack Black, John C. Reilly, and many more... by Jack Black

celebrion @ 2008-12-09T05:50:00

2008-12-09T05:10:52Z

Mmm, landskap...
Lovely, lovely landskap.

Just got home after a very entertaining after party; good music a splendid rum&coke and far too much dancing and working.
Karateworking is fun. Helped out with the dishes and sorted through the glasses (again) and almost cleaned out the spex dressing room. Held off the latter for risk of being locked in 'til early morning. Would not be pleasant. Even when locked in with booze and costumes.

Anyway.
One of the more lengthy landskap this year, but since we didn't have any Big elections it passed pretty quickly. Dinner was superb, ate four starters.
Micke held one of the most entertaining welcome speeches of the term (and this is a guy who is known for his funny speeches). New senior held one of the most boring speeches of the term, hadn't seen the guy before. Lots of booze to keep me happy though, lived to tell the tale.

Saturday was the date of the grand celebration of the 100 year anniversary of a donation of a very big painting (or at least the cartoon of a very famous one). Was celebrated with a ball of exuberant proportions.
Made the costumes for the spex (see earlier post), finished the last touches about 2-3 hours before curtain. Me=genious. Me happy.
Ball was grand. Five courses, one containing fish, a rarely seen commodity at dinners here. Lovely fish, especially with the fried apple.
Went home at one because of exhaustion from not sleeping the night before. Still very satisfied with night, got to dance a lot. Found I was actually enjoying it and apparently was good at it. Surprised.

Now going to sleep. Am going to clean room tomorrow, looks like Hiroshima in August 1945. But with pieces of cloth all over.

celebrion @ 2008-12-06T08:22:00

2008-12-06T07:42:09Z

I'M SUCH A FREAKING GENIUS!

I've now completed all of the six costumes, out of which I had to sew four.
Only some finishing touches and elastic left in the last one. I'm proud.

Okay, so I did have some help on that one by the ever lovely arachniaflora with cutting and pinning. But considering we made the thing in less than a day... We're good.

I should pack for going to V-Dala in one and a half hour. Buuut, stuck here watching Return of the King instead. Need breakfast. Need shower. Will die tonight. Am tired. Am incoherent. Will stop now.
Will see most of you (flists that is) in a few hours.
Ta ra! Will try to get some sleep.

celebrion @ 2008-11-22T02:43:00

2008-11-22T01:51:59Z

Should be sleeping. I'm not.
Should then be studying. I'm not.
Last chance: Should be making costumes for spex. I'm not.

On the other hand I carried home about ten kilos worth of book today... (Note: singular.) I probably found one of the biggest and heaviest books in the town library. If I end up not using it for my essay t'will be sad.
I got some other books too on the subject as well, :D
My B-level essay in History is now officially about Swedish soldiering nobility of the 17th century! Woot!
This could be good, could be disatrous, is definitely a badly concealed try at family history.
Should be amusing in either case.

And now for the main event of this post. Tada! A meme! (Johanna got it first, several other people have been harassed into saying why the like me. (Welcome to Celebrion's Ego Petting Zoo!))

Leave me a comment and I will reply with why I like you. If I don't know you, I'll either make something up or tell you why I like your LiveJournal. You must pay for the privilege by posting a message like this one on your LiveJournal.

celebrion @ 2008-11-13T14:28:00

2008-11-13T13:33:35Z

Phobia meme, stolen from saerwen_13.

"If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counselling
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars."

I Fear…

[ ] the dark
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[x] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 2

[ ] being touched
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

Total so far: 4

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[x] clowns
[ ] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes

Total so far: 7

[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up

Total so far: 7

[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets

Final Total: 9

celebrion @ 2008-11-04T13:14:00

2008-11-04T12:25:55Z

Nabbed from various LJs. Enji got it first.

Look up the date of your birthday in Wikipedia. From the date page, pick three interesting historical events that occurred on that date, two births, and one death.

My birthday: May 19

Historical event
1536 - Anne Boleyn, the second wife of Henry VIII of England, is beheaded for adultery, treason, and incest.
1897 - Oscar Wilde is released from Reading Gaol.
1962 - A birthday salute to U.S. President John F. Kennedy takes place at Madison Square Garden, New York City. The highlight is Marilyn Monroe's infamous rendition of Happy Birthday.

Births
1925 - Pol Pot, Cambodian dictator (d. 1998)
1944 - Peter Mayhew, British-American actor

Deaths
1965 - Tui Malila, world's oldest tortoise (b. 1773 or 1777)

celebrion @ 2008-11-04T01:44:00

2008-11-04T01:15:16Z

Essay course started today and, bizarrly enough, I actually feel motivated to write! Shocking, I know...
Might be because of the lecturer, he's very inspiring. And witty. I like witty.
People who take themselves too seriously have a tendency to bore me. And boredom equals disinterest in whatever they try to teach me. At least when it comes to lecturers...

Aaanyway...
I have several topics which I feel I can write fifteen pages on, the one dominating right now is the Swedish soldiering nobility during the late 17th and early 18th centuries and how it affected the Swedish nobility as a whole (in other words a badly concealed family history).
I think I shall start drawing up the plans during the week, in between the reading for the method course...

And I think I might award myself a little video if I amnage to pull this off. :D
Ebay is a wonderful tool for searching for videos and DVDs that are out of print since several years!
For the last year I've been cultivating a little craving for operettas, at the moment Gilbert and Sullivan's The Mikado is the focal point.
A lovely little farce which I now have located on a VHS after long hours searching in vain for downloads. The price is even affordable, even with shipping, I am much satisfied. Let's just hope none snatches it out from under my nose before I get some funds on my bank account...

celebrion @ 2008-10-15T05:46:00

2008-10-15T03:58:29Z

Am sitting up ridiculously late making the last sowing on my costume for the nation party... Am dead tired. Soon done.
Have drunk about a litre of tea, doesn't seem to help a lot. Ugh.
On the other hand, I'm going to make a smash at the party in twelve hours! :D Wee!

This little bit of panic sowing of course has seriously reduced the amount of time I can spend on (ignoring) my studies for an upcoming exam this Saturday. I'm kinda not thinking about that at the moment, I'd go nuts if that was added to the mix of thoughts in my head right now.
That's for tomorrow. At least I have all the books lying around. When this is done I can just pick them up and start reading, no, change 'can' to 'will', I will pick them up and read. I can't afford (literally) to botch this exam as well...

Oh well, back to the sowing machine... Aaaaalmost done.

celebrion @ 2008-10-12T03:37:00

2008-10-12T01:58:56Z

Nation libraries can be fun.
Cleaning nation libraries can be even more fun. :D

Recently got home from the after party of said cleaning. Made myself some fatty grub. Rice and bearnaise sauce is a very enjoyable mix in this state of mind and body.

Cleaning Day went according to plan, even if I didn't manage to a full inventory of the around 1000 books in "my care" as representative of Fiction on the library board. Still, I made it to the beginning of 'H' which I count for a quite reasonable deal of the swedish fiction (translated fiction is under another signum and therefore a separate list, silly thing). Around 200 books, so go team me! Wohoo!

Finished drawing up the pattern pieces for my costume for Wednesday yesterday, had planned on cutting them out today but didn't find the time... I really hope I have enough fabric to pull this off, I'm beginning to doubt... I really, REALLY don't want to spend money on fabrics right now. *crosses fingers*
Apparently have to learn a few Quenya phrases as well, which means rooting out an old dictionary I printed ages ago. If I haven't thrown it out yet. I'm not going to check tonight, but it's a definite possibility. *crosses toes*

Now I'm going to try to sleep, hopefully without a light lit (to help my sense of balance).
Ta-ra!

celebrion @ 2008-10-10T00:38:00

2008-10-09T22:51:10Z

Just got home from a surprise pub crawl (surprise for me that is, since I didn't know about it, probably wouldn't have gone and most definitely shouldn't have gone)...
Not all that drunk though, sobered up quite quickly once I switched alcohol for water. Yay! (Incidentally, that probably saved me a buttload of money...)
Am getting up in eight hours, hopefully, to go to a lecture. Less yay.

I got my suspicions concerning the nation party confirmed, so now I need to do a bit of sowing before Wednesday... D'oh... I have examinations coming up and I can't afford the fabrics I'd really like to use for the costume!
Life can be a bitch, but sometimes you just have to give her a slap in the face back.
At least I have some left over fabrics I can pull this thing off with.

Oh well, if can plan this decently and keep a schedule I might pull it off. Just might. *crosses fingers*

celebrion @ 2008-10-08T11:29:00

2008-10-08T09:31:31Z

Just because I had to...

51 seconds

celebrion @ 2008-09-28T17:14:00

2008-09-28T15:32:07Z

Was some time since I last okynnespostade here...
Today I have a list of things to do, but no will to deal with it. Did I mention I feel like doing something? Anything?
I have a tendency to get in moods like these, it always ends with me doing nothing... Bah!

On the plus side I think I'm falling in love again. :D Sadly it seems to yet again be of the unrequited sort... *sigh*
Still, it's nice to have the little fuzzy warmth back in my belly. I'll just have to make the most of it I guess...

Ugh, I really need to clean my room... It's starting to smell of sweaty male student a bit too much for my tastes... I'm still not sure how to get the smell out... The laundry and curtains are obvious, but still it seems to linger... What's next? Washing the carpet?
I suspect I'm going to swab the floor with a ridiculously large amount of Ajax with a splash of water in it...

AGH! We have pälsänger! We have pälsänger! Yuck!
And our vacuum cleaner is crap. What to do? Oh, what to do?
I'll nip down to some health store later this week for some sandal wood oil, apparently they don't like the smell...
Until then, I'll continue to be disgusted by both my room and shared kitchen... Ueck...

Q&A meme

2008-09-21T00:54:43Z

Answer the questions here in a comment, then post a blank on your journal!

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
09) Worst Habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite sport?
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What color eyes do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
27) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
28) Do you believe in ghosts?
29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
30) Do you swear a lot?
31) Biggest pet peeve?
32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
34) Favourite and least favourite food?
35) Do you believe in God?
36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

celebrion @ 2008-09-18T10:21:00

2008-09-18T08:23:33Z

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